arghh.....npa msti smuany jdi kt ak...
ak trsepit antra 2...yg na lebiy lyak bt ak!!!yg b or p...?? i love both of them....syg gla kt depa.tpi hati ak lbiy kpda yg p...7 bln ak dgn dy.but ni yg dy blas kt ak..huhh sket ati ni xley nk ilang...
tpi npa law ak nk ego nan dy skit xbole...ak xeti...law ak ego dy lgi ejo...
dh law 22 jelez nan ego..spa nk jdi pengubt dy...xkn asyik2 ak nk ngalah....huhh
klau cm ni jdi ak ley wt ap lgi...deret ak ja kna...dy smua btol....pena ka dy amik ksah sal ak?? pena ka? xpna.....(emm tah la dy amik tw ke xsal ak.but bg ak cm x ja)ak ja yg slalu amk tw sal dy...smpai kwn2 ak sniri kta ak BODOH...arg ak tension......as syg p tpi ak syg b gak...yg b caring sal ak....but....dy dok jauh...
bole msj dy sbulan skly ja....yg p..slalu curi ati ak...emmm ak bnci smua ni......
ak tension...tension...xtw nl lpas kt spa.....
dgn sai msalah ak kt umg g...perggghhh ak bnci....slama ni ak slalu ngadu kt p..tpi la..ak nk ngadu kt spa???
he hate me!!!!
ak xpna ckp ksaq nan dy tpi...dy besa kluaqkn perktaan barua kt ak....nk ckp ak hg dgn dy pon xsnggop....
gdo2 ak nan dy ak ja yg slah....sikp pnas bran dy xpna ubah...ak ngaku ak still sygkn dy..syg sgt2 tpi dy?
hahha ak ni mang gla byang toi la....ak still hrapkn dy wlaupon ak tw smua ni myb xkn trjdi lg...ak da ad b,tpi ak rti nk syg dy...cm na nk syg law fikiran ak mlyng kt p...nk kluarkn prkatan love kt p..ak agk ragu2....tpi sejujor2ny..yea i love him very much...he make me smile...ak rndu gurawan mnja dy usikn dy kt ak..rndu sgt2...YA ALLAH tabahknla ati ini .. lndungi ak..cntaku tlah dprmaen kn....ak sdiy...sdiy sgt2 :(...syg ak kt p xpna ilang...ap slah ak kt dy..smpai snggop hukum ak cm ni...stiap ari mst trpkir sal dy...
keja ak xpna siap smua ak wt sekerat jaln...ak angw gila kt dy..nk lpakn dy ak xpndai...sntiasa igt kt dy...ak rndu dy...pktaan 2 sntiasa trpcul dri mlot ak.....nk lpakn dy mmg ak xrti..kna maki nan dy pon ak xserik2 lg....ye la...ak syg kt dy..kna mcm2 pon ak xksah asl dy xtngglkn ak..2 ja yg ak mau..tpi apkn daya....dy lbiy berhk wt kputusan utk diri dy..ak cma brharp dy yg wt kputusn...tpi knapa dy prlu tny pndpt owg len dlu law nk 3ma ak blek ka x.....argghhh...knpa msti ikot ckp owg knp xikot kta ati dy....knpa??kta dy still sygkn ak xbole lps ak..tpi dy lpas ak...knpa??? ak xsuka keadaan ni...ak nk blaja pon xsnag....huhhhhh
